Hi Adam !!!

Hi Adam...
Iam Eve..
look at me...
stop being superficial..
try to be a little open minded...and think..
try to see my real beauty..
see me by your mind as much as your eyes...
see me by your heart as much as your gaze..
 Remember..my INSIDE is so beautiful as much as my OUTSIDE........

" I'll be sure, when I know that you love ME for ME "

The Doll

She was very innocent...

she was so pure....

she was alittle cute doll...

she was loved all around her...trusted all of them...she saw only the good of them...

she was so honest, kind, and sweet.........

But....Alas...All were deceiving pictures...Suddenly, she discovered the truth,the whole truth.

she broke down, crushed deep down inside her heart...

Her heart became dark, empty, dreary, lonely, creepy, cloistered and afraid of the unknown...

Her soul became weak and cold...

Everyday, she holds her weaker soul, wounded heart... and walks beside her fear crying and hoping to reach that safe side of that awful world...but, without hurting once again..



With every sunrise,she wake up with a hope to run away, reach that light...hold it tight within her small hand...breath the soft and nice wind......and keep it save inside her empty soul....

to fly happily with birds to breath freedom and to take off every fetter......

At these moments, she feels herself so strong, she feels like if she can just fly away.....so so far..to make her own world...






But, with every sunset, she starts to cringe deep down inside her soul..feeling her heart bleeding from remembering the past which insist to push her door and take the life potion...to come back and live forever inside her mind and heart...just for the sake of destroying what is left of her life.........she cringe so much with her knees hugs her chest... ties herself up with that dark corner in her room which is getting smaller much more and more...




Between her sunrise & her sunset...she feels loss, death, and gets lost.....hoping to find that secret which will be her relief......BUT WHERE!!!!!!!

A Bridge of Innocence

It's a girl. She was a very innocent girl in spite of what she got through. She went back to her home finally after a long journey abroad. By the time she arrived, she was excited so much about her new life style, about what she will do and what she will plan for.



One day, she finally met him, that boy who was her childhood friend. They came to this life at the same month. They grew up with each other, played with each other, did everything as soulmates. She saw him after a long time....Bashfully, she stares at his face trying to take a copy of his new countenance after approximately ten years.



After a while, he was trying to be more close to her, much more a mere friend....and she felt that!. He was very nice and he cares so much about her. She was wondering about what he wants exactly...

She was innocent, unexperienced, faithful girl, and he was seemed like that too. He revealed his love to her and she admit that she is in love with him too.



They made their own dreams, amditions, hopes, plans....He was her whole life...He was her future. But, it's time for leaving again. She is going to fly so far again, but jus for one year. At the same time she was leaving , she feels that he is going to leave her...going far away from her. But, she tried to convince herself of the contrary.



She was dreaming everyday about their life, about their future, and their love. She was standing at the window staringat the stars and thinking about him. Simply, he owned her heart, mind, soul, and feelings...completely.



But again she felt that he want to go away from her. She didn't want to accept that feeling as she won't leave him ever. This time, that feeling was seriously...He hurt her in every single way, but she still making excuses for him. She wasn't ready yet to accept his hurting for her. Both her feelings and mind were not ready to believe that awful fact.



She broke down when she had no shoulder to cry over. She lived a very struggling life. She was struggling with her inner feelings....She was struggling with her mind which was convincing her always not to believe and to make excuses and more excuses.



slowly, she was collecting her strength which is throwen all over the place deep down in her heart. After a while, she still asking and wonering.. why did he disappear??!. But, she always couldn't get any answer. Even, every single chance she was exploiting to just understand and know the truth, she was hurt much more. In every attempt, she was hurting again and again.She was suffering badly and for so long time. She was like a very little cute toy for that boy who cares for and loves it, then he intends to punish and destroy it for no reason!!.



Every time she gets hope, then she lost it fastly. Until one day, when she was also wondering why....she realize his fact and how much she was deceived all this time by someone who is a very professional deceiver. She was shocked by this fact. But, she realized at the end that she wasn't struggling with her inner, but with that deceiving liar picture she drew unwillingly.



So, she became sure that it was just a bridge...a difficult bridge which is full of obstacles to get over. It was a bridge hard to pass over it from innocence to experience. But, she did it.....yes, she got over it.....!

 

I have been touched by an angel with love

A little short cute creature walking on the ground....
yes it's little and short..But..how much stronger he is!!!

he is the strongest creature I ever seen !!! stronger than me and you!!!

Little cute kid.....
when you smile, the sun shines again
when you laugh, I feel that there is a beautiful, wonderful and new day is coming soon
when you look at me, I can see a great future through your gaze
when you hug me, I feel that Iam the strongest one in the whole world
when you say " Iam fine and happy " I surely know that the rest of my day will be great

your eyes make me fly with the most terrific innocence
your imagination makes me touch the glorious future we are looking for
and give me courage to do it

DO you know!!!.....you're an angel.....yeeeees, you're
you're a very beautiful angelic creature...!!
May Allah bless you our angel :)

Missings !!!

Have you ever asked yourself what you're truly miss???!!

                   for ME...

I miss safety in a such inscure world...

I miss truly love in a such dishonest world...

I miss sincerity in a such betrayer world...

I miss contentment in a such greedy world...

I miss candour in a such artificial world...

I miss simlicity in a such complicated world...

I miss the infinity in a such impossible world...

I miss freedom in a such a prison..

I miss craziness in a such traditional, boring world...

I miss rainbow in a sunny day...

I miss my own  imagination world...

I miss the charitable dealing...

I miss the impetuous childhood...

I miss the sunshine...

I miss dreams...

I miss fantasy...

I miss happiness...

I miss my sunny smile...

I miss smiling...

I miss flying  ... :)

But what about you.....What do you miss ??????? 

DID U EVER.........!!!!!!!!

Did u ever feel pain...

Did u ever pretend that u're okay...

Did u ever laughe so much to not feel that pain,but u find urself crying!!!

Did u ever feel ur heart bleeding so much...

Did u ever wish to take off ur heart and throw it away...

Did u ever wish to shake off this horrible feeling...

Did u ever get lost and dose not know a reason to be alive...

Did u ever wonder,wonder for soooooo long and never get an answer

Did u ever find urself pure,sooo pure so much so that you cant live in this awful world...

Did u ever feel hurt...

Did u ever listen to ur broken heart...

Did u ever notic what ur heart is trying to say to u....

Did u ever feel how much ur heart crushed...

DID U EVER............................

It's an adventure...!!

In life, we all in adventure......live an adventure...

fighting the darkness to touch and feel the light,

fighting the hate to find love,

fighting the war to find peace,

fighting the complication to live the simplicity,

figting anger to ba calm,

fighting suspicion to feel certainty,

fighting oppression to capture justic,

fighting depression to feel happiness,

fighting fear to hold confidence,

fighting conceit to be humble,

fighting that disappointed case to search for hope,

this is an endless adventure will gose on forever.....as we are alive!!!!!

Sometimes, we fighting ouselves to find our real selves.....to find our way to walk.....to find our soulmates to walk with......to fight every single abstacle facing us.

As life goes on,all of us will discover ourselves , our lives ,our universe!!!!!

It's an exciting adventure....maybe u'll lose something in urself......maybe someone,or anything else...BUT NEVER lose ur hope....HOPE is the food which keeps us alive, which makes us touch the light of tomorrow that beautiful new day.....

Life is ups and downs.....so....hold these ups and fight these downs :)))

catch ur dream :D

 you've to go on

even if the chance gone

you've to believe

and get some relief

you've to go far

and be sure that you can fly

you've to feel free

and u can count 1,2,3 :D

hold on and be strong

in a life which is so long

believe in your dream

imagin it how it'll seem

throw your sorrow to the wind

and get a happy end

reach that place which is so far

then you can catch your star

Hold that perfection

It's a feeling..... maybe it's good !!! maybe it's bad !!!

when u feel that everthing is perfect......when u see the perfection which is u was seeking for.... u see it infront of u!!!

BUT........ u still afraid.... afraid of taking the next step!!! afraid from hurting....afraid from pain....afraid from darkness...afraid from hurting ur heart once again!!! afraid from every sweet single moment when it lost, stole infront of ur eyes......and what will be still there?!!! just pain and tears!!!!

u seem like who wanna hide, be invisible!!.....but at the same time...u're happy!! u wanna feel, touch that sweet felling..... u wanna  experience that image, that feeling, that words which are seem perfect, faithful, and true...........!

That fear and care which control urlife, which crept over u, which besieged u.......NOW u're like a prisoner in that dreadful prison!!!

u wanna run, be free, break these fetters, fearful fetters and run away..........GO FAR...... taste that sweetness of every beauty around u..... touch happiness.....the real happiness just once in ur life...... run, play, jump, laugh, feel as if u can touch the sky. and hold the wind......

AS IF you have the power to catch the stars.......

be CRAZY sometimes.... it's not a big deal.....take a deep breath... and feel free.....

FORGET fear.... it's one life....it's one chance.... it's the only chance to live and enjoy the beauty of life...enjoy every single moment......

NOW... the only thing u have to ask urself is " Are u strong enough to do that?!!"

I'll say " u have to...it's time to decide what u wanna be, do, and have!!!

BE that one who can control his life... who can take a real decision.....

SO, I've and u've to enjoy that perfection case that we see it!!!!

Mr.mysterious.... I love u !!!

I stood in front of u .... I told u all feelings in my heart, thoughts in my mind... I smiled ... angered ... cried ... complained ... strayed ... all my secrets with u ... all my pain, happiness, sorrow moments !!!!

u always listen to me better than anyone else... I trusted u than anyone else... I love sit on sand, touch it.. feel its warm, its movements with wind !!! looking at u ... to reach the farest point in u ... the deepest and purest beauty in u.....

how much pure u are ... how much faithful u are ... how much complete u are ...how much beautiful u are when the sun hugs u as if it wanna hide in ur warm affection and discover ur deep and dusky ambiguity!!!!!!

sometimes. I feel u whisper me as if u say" go, ely, discover everything, discover your real self, be yourself,be happy, love, play, sing, smile, laugh........do whatever u want... if u'll be content, pleased, and comfortable!!!!!!!

oooooooooh, I should adimt that fact that Iam in love with you....!!!!!! :)

the SEA !!! who is that one who dare to not love u !!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPINESS

Iam searchin' for something

I dont know what is it!!!! but Iam still searchin' !!!!

I feel that there is an empty part in my life

I feel like I get lost

I need to see a light...I need to feel that light

the light which will remove my darkness...

to feel the blink of that light, to feel my life restart again,

to feel my pain is fade away, to find the reason of being alive!!!

I've to release my soul, to find my real self...

to find the most beautiful things in me..

SIMPLY, I've to search for happiness, my happiness

It's the only thing we missed

It's HAPPINESS.............. :)

I'm still loving u......in spite of <\3 !!!!!!!!!!!

It's a story.... a very short story.... u saw me ... we smiled to each other ... we attracted to each other .. I

 dont know why.. I dont know how ....but we did !!!I was exploiting every single apportunity to see u ... my mind and my whole feelings busied thinking of you ... wondering..Did u really attract to me?! I was wondering for soooo long time.......UNTIL...... we talked...we talked as friends....u closes to me very slowly, warily, carefully.... and I was very happy .. one day u said " I wanna to be wz u forever" and I answered " me too"....... I felt my heart is dancing...I was so happy...I felt that my life is completed and my future will be full of happiness...I felt that Iam alive...We talked,smiled,laughed,....LOVED.............but SUDDENLY...... u disappeared... I was wondering WHY!!!! why did u disappear!!! why did u go away from me!!!! and ur answer was ~> my hurt, my broken heart.....u hurt me by every single way, u hurt me soooo badly....I was shocked...Is that u!.. the one who I love!!! the one who I care for !!!I broke down...I suffered for soooo long time....trying to forget u...but I could not...I could not stop crying over u... over my truly love for u...My crazy love for u!!!....I could not stop my mind thinking of u...I could not stop my heart loving u....... I pretended like Iam okay......but I was not...I pretended that I hate u.... but I was lying to me before u...The TRUTH is that... u owned my heart...and I cant forget u,I cant hate u.....even if u're so bad,if u hurt me so bad........ u'll still an angel in my eyes, u'll still my chaste love... I loved u devoutly...and I believe that ... who loves NEVER hates... I believe that " I LOVE U"...I dont know WHY.... but I love u..... I do!!!!!!!....and I have a million reason to hate u... BUT...I could not!!!!Wishing to see u happy forever.....................................