Mr.mysterious.... I love u !!!

I stood in front of u .... I told u all feelings in my heart, thoughts in my mind... I smiled ... angered ... cried ... complained ... strayed ... all my secrets with u ... all my pain, happiness, sorrow moments !!!!

u always listen to me better than anyone else... I trusted u than anyone else... I love sit on sand, touch it.. feel its warm, its movements with wind !!! looking at u ... to reach the farest point in u ... the deepest and purest beauty in u.....

how much pure u are ... how much faithful u are ... how much complete u are ...how much beautiful u are when the sun hugs u as if it wanna hide in ur warm affection and discover ur deep and dusky ambiguity!!!!!!

sometimes. I feel u whisper me as if u say" go, ely, discover everything, discover your real self, be yourself,be happy, love, play, sing, smile, laugh........do whatever u want... if u'll be content, pleased, and comfortable!!!!!!!

oooooooooh, I should adimt that fact that Iam in love with you....!!!!!! :)

the SEA !!! who is that one who dare to not love u !!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPINESS

Iam searchin' for something

I dont know what is it!!!! but Iam still searchin' !!!!

I feel that there is an empty part in my life

I feel like I get lost

I need to see a light...I need to feel that light

the light which will remove my darkness...

to feel the blink of that light, to feel my life restart again,

to feel my pain is fade away, to find the reason of being alive!!!

I've to release my soul, to find my real self...

to find the most beautiful things in me..

SIMPLY, I've to search for happiness, my happiness

It's the only thing we missed

It's HAPPINESS.............. :)

I'm still loving u......in spite of <\3 !!!!!!!!!!!

It's a story.... a very short story.... u saw me ... we smiled to each other ... we attracted to each other .. I

 dont know why.. I dont know how ....but we did !!!I was exploiting every single apportunity to see u ... my mind and my whole feelings busied thinking of you ... wondering..Did u really attract to me?! I was wondering for soooo long time.......UNTIL...... we talked...we talked as friends....u closes to me very slowly, warily, carefully.... and I was very happy .. one day u said " I wanna to be wz u forever" and I answered " me too"....... I felt my heart is dancing...I was so happy...I felt that my life is completed and my future will be full of happiness...I felt that Iam alive...We talked,smiled,laughed,....LOVED.............but SUDDENLY...... u disappeared... I was wondering WHY!!!! why did u disappear!!! why did u go away from me!!!! and ur answer was ~> my hurt, my broken heart.....u hurt me by every single way, u hurt me soooo badly....I was shocked...Is that u!.. the one who I love!!! the one who I care for !!!I broke down...I suffered for soooo long time....trying to forget u...but I could not...I could not stop crying over u... over my truly love for u...My crazy love for u!!!....I could not stop my mind thinking of u...I could not stop my heart loving u....... I pretended like Iam okay......but I was not...I pretended that I hate u.... but I was lying to me before u...The TRUTH is that... u owned my heart...and I cant forget u,I cant hate u.....even if u're so bad,if u hurt me so bad........ u'll still an angel in my eyes, u'll still my chaste love... I loved u devoutly...and I believe that ... who loves NEVER hates... I believe that " I LOVE U"...I dont know WHY.... but I love u..... I do!!!!!!!....and I have a million reason to hate u... BUT...I could not!!!!Wishing to see u happy forever.....................................