Friday, July 1, 2011

catch ur dream :D


 you've to go on
even if the chance gone
you've to believe
and get some relief
you've to go far
and be sure that you can fly
you've to feel free
and u can count 1,2,3 :D
hold on and be strong
in a life which is so long
believe in your dream
imagin it how it'll seem
throw your sorrow to the wind
and get a happy end
reach that place which is so far
then you can catch your star


Hold that perfection


It's a feeling..... maybe it's good !!! maybe it's bad !!!
when u feel that everthing is perfect......when u see the perfection which is u was seeking for.... u see it infront of u!!!
BUT........ u still afraid.... afraid of taking the next step!!! afraid from hurting....afraid from pain....afraid from darkness...afraid from hurting ur heart once again!!! afraid from every sweet single moment when it lost, stole infront of ur eyes......and what will be still there?!!! just pain and tears!!!!
u seem like who wanna hide, be invisible!!.....but at the same time...u're happy!! u wanna feel, touch that sweet felling..... u wanna  experience that image, that feeling, that words which are seem perfect, faithful, and true...........!
That fear and care which control urlife, which crept over u, which besieged u.......NOW u're like a prisoner in that dreadful prison!!!
u wanna run, be free, break these fetters, fearful fetters and run away..........GO FAR...... taste that sweetness of every beauty around u..... touch happiness.....the real happiness just once in ur life...... run, play, jump, laugh, feel as if u can touch the sky. and hold the wind......
AS IF you have the power to catch the stars.......
be CRAZY sometimes.... it's not a big deal.....take a deep breath... and feel free.....
FORGET fear.... it's one life....it's one chance.... it's the only chance to live and enjoy the beauty of life...enjoy every single moment......
NOW... the only thing u have to ask urself is " Are u strong enough to do that?!!"
I'll say " u have to...it's time to decide what u wanna be, do, and have!!!
BE that one who can control his life... who can take a real decision.....
SO, I've and u've to enjoy that perfection case that we see it!!!!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Mr.mysterious.... I love u !!!


I stood in front of u .... I told u all feelings in my heart, thoughts in my mind... I smiled ... angered ... cried ... complained ... strayed ... all my secrets with u ... all my pain, happiness, sorrow moments !!!!
u always listen to me better than anyone else... I trusted u than anyone else... I love sit on sand, touch it.. feel its warm, its movements with wind !!! looking at u ... to reach the farest point in u ... the deepest and purest beauty in u.....
how much pure u are ... how much faithful u are ... how much complete u are ...how much beautiful u are when the sun hugs u as if it wanna hide in ur warm affection and discover ur deep and dusky ambiguity!!!!!!
sometimes. I feel u whisper me as if u say" go, ely, discover everything, discover your real self, be yourself,be happy, love, play, sing, smile, laugh........do whatever u want... if u'll be content, pleased, and comfortable!!!!!!!
oooooooooh, I should adimt that fact that Iam in love with you....!!!!!! :)
the SEA !!! who is that one who dare to not love u !!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPINESS

Iam searchin' for something
I dont know what is it!!!! but Iam still searchin' !!!!
I feel that there is an empty part in my life
I feel like I get lost
I need to see a light...I need to feel that light
the light which will remove my darkness...
to feel the blink of that light, to feel my life restart again,
to feel my pain is fade away, to find the reason of being alive!!!
I've to release my soul, to find my real self...
to find the most beautiful things in me..
SIMPLY, I've to search for happiness, my happiness
It's the only thing we missed
It's HAPPINESS.............. :)

I'm still loving u......in spite of <\3 !!!!!!!!!!!

It's a story.... a very short story.... u saw me ... we smiled to each other ... we attracted to each other .. I
 dont know why.. I dont know how ....but we did !!!I was exploiting every single apportunity to see u ... my mind and my whole feelings busied thinking of you ... wondering..Did u really attract to me?! I was wondering for soooo long time.......UNTIL...... we talked...we talked as friends....u closes to me very slowly, warily, carefully.... and I was very happy .. one day u said " I wanna to be wz u forever" and I answered " me too"....... I felt my heart is dancing...I was so happy...I felt that my life is completed and my future will be full of happiness...I felt that Iam alive...We talked,smiled,laughed,....LOVED.............but SUDDENLY...... u disappeared... I was wondering WHY!!!! why did u disappear!!! why did u go away from me!!!! and ur answer was ~> my hurt, my broken heart.....u hurt me by every single way, u hurt me soooo badly....I was shocked...Is that u!.. the one who I love!!! the one who I care for !!!I broke down...I suffered for soooo long time....trying to forget u...but I could not...I could not stop crying over u... over my truly love for u...My crazy love for u!!!....I could not stop my mind thinking of u...I could not stop my heart loving u....... I pretended like Iam okay......but I was not...I pretended that I hate u.... but I was lying to me before u...The TRUTH is that... u owned my heart...and I cant forget u,I cant hate u.....even if u're so bad,if u hurt me so bad........ u'll still an angel in my eyes, u'll still my chaste love... I loved u devoutly...and I believe that ... who loves NEVER hates... I believe that " I LOVE U"...I dont know WHY.... but I love u..... I do!!!!!!!....and I have a million reason to hate u... BUT...I could not!!!!Wishing to see u happy forever.....................................